kamis, 11 desember 2008

my universe,

just wanna say that i love you more and more each day…

take care and have a nice weekend coming…

-CS-

rabu, 10 desember 2008

my universe,

how are you? miss you right now…

i know you’re okay now, i know that you’re out there somewhere trying to put some magic into this day…into my day…

miss you…miss you…miss you… and i’m glad we shared something today…

-CS-

dear brother

so many pains you’ve carried

not even a single sigh you shared

now the pains are gone…

and you…you also gone with the pains

even you died in such a young age

but your spirit remains still with us here

so long dear brother, send our regards to God and all the angels up there

i believe all the angels are singing in joy to welcome you home

and God says to you with arms wide open: “Welcome home you…”

(in memoriam Rangga Christian Sinaga, 8 December 2008)

-CS-

minggu, 7 desember 2008

dear love,

aku menemukan satu lirik lagu yang menggambarkan perasaanku saat ini padamu. perasaan di mana aku tidak bisa melepaskanmu…

I’ll stick around
And see how bad it gets
I’ll settle down
And deal with old regrets
You know I
I adore you

I can’t let you go
Can’t let you go
You’re part of my soul
You’re all that I know
Can’t let you go

Is it better now
Do you feel like all is fair
Can we work it out
So it’s easier for me to bear
Because life
It can blind you

Down from the edge
I can see where we end
I’d give up all my days to go back
There was all this wonder
And all this magic
Is all this wonder
Over and done

If love were a whisper
What would I give you to speak
Maybe you’re out of my reach

I can’t let you go

(matcbox 20-i can’t let you go)

-CS-

rain

the cold mist engulfing this day

the sun is taking a rest somewhere in the galaxy refused to shine

ah i can’t see even a single dot moving out there

it’s cold, it’s freezing…

another grey day…

another moment to colour it with our own…

-CS-

rabu, 3 desember 2008

dear love,

“thank you for coming and for still believing in love…”

someone said that this afternoon in an event. it struck me like a lightning bolt. i almost lost my faith in love, wondering if it even exist in this world. wondering what the heck is this thing does in this world. what’s the point of love exists in this universe… well, some kind of stupid questions but it did running in my mind. until God told me one thing, “I am The Love Itself. when you lost your faith in love, it means that you lost your faith in Me…”

then He sent you to me…yes, you! the one who fulfill my days right now, the one who could changed me into someone better, the one who could makes me smile each time i woke up in the morning. now, could you tell me how can i thought of losing my faith in love in the mean time, i have you in my life. the one who could teach me how to love without demanding anything from you. He bless me with you… You are a blessing from God, to coloured my days with everything in you…

so thank you God and thank you Love…

-CS-

do i

oh do i really jealous?

for seeing you enjoying your time with her so much…

oh do i really mad?

mad at God because He asked me to ask you

oh do i really hysterical?

for wanting you so much in my life

oh do i really stubborn?

for still wanting you and don’t want to let go

do i?

do i?

do i?

if i do…then please, don’t ever make me letting you go…

-CS-

senin, 1 desember 2008

untukmu

apapun akan kulakukan untuk melihatmu tersenyum

apapun akan kukatakan untuk membuatmu tertawa

apapun akan kukerjakan untuk membuatmu tahu dan mengerti

mengerti bahwa aku sangat membutuhkanmu

bukan hanya mencintai ataupun sekedar menyayangi

tapi aku membutuhkanmu untuk berbagi

untuk  kujadikan tempatku mencurahkan segenap perasaanku

jadi tersenyum dan tertawalah… warnai duniaku…

-CS-